Holding myself accountable this summer
June 3, 2025
This is my first summer where I don’t have a calendar created by an external entity. And honestly that was very frightening in the beginning. This might be a bad habit but I don’t really believe in a 3 month vacation after I completed my Bachelors Degree, mainly because
- I cannot afford that in this job market.
- I literally cannot afford that and
- I have no real ‘plans’ for my future set in place (like a job lined up) to not be anxious over
But I am also deathly afraid that summer is going to fly by and I would have done nothing of meaning or importance. So here is a list of things I hope to work towards this summer. Some may be quantified, others may not. May be I can come back to this on August 24th with an update?
I really hope this goes better than my new years resolutions..
leetcode consistently (150 problems? or i am shooting myself in the foot)(i hit 130 good enough)resume revamp + seek feedback+ job applicationsreal mock interviews with strangers(imo, hardest todo)tinker with ML models in the form of a project(or 2)deploy a server based appconsistency w the rec(3x + walks)crochet something for someone- read minimum 3 books
trip to nyc- DL (this is a big stretch)
Maybe I should aim lower, be more realistic but I’m so used to being overly ambitious and not meeting them all yet, I usually end up fairly satisfied with the result because something is better than nothing!
To anyone else out there who doesn’t have a 9-5 this summer and is struggling to hold themselves accountable, scheduling my calendar out like I have a real job has helped a lot in terms of being productive because I am blocking out time just like I would on a job.
Fairly excited to see where this summer leads me !